Full-Blown Suffering: A Personal Battle Against the Enigmatic Suffering of Cluster Headaches
It began on a dreary weekday morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a educator, trying to settle a new class, when a sharp pain erupted behind my one eye. It was followed by quick shocks, similar to electric shocks. As each class came and went, the discomfort subsided and then returned with increased force. Multiple times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with activities and hurried to the school bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I tried ibuprofen, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The headaches returned frequently that fall, and again in the spring, soon establishing an annual cycle. The autumn months were the worst, then the late winter. I could predict the pattern: a warning sensation in the shower, early pangs on the train, full-on agony in class by 9.30am. In 2019, a GP eventually referred me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches typically start with severe discomfort behind one eye that lasts up to three hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 people suffer by the disorder, and men are more frequently diagnosed. Cluster headaches usually start with abrupt, severe agony around one eye that reaches its peak within minutes and continues for up to three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, daily or multiple times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or facial sweating. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in periodic cycles; some patients have continuous cluster headaches, defined by the lack of extended pain-free periods.
What connects patients is the severity. One research paper scored the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, higher than broken bones or pancreatitis. A separate found a significant percentage of cluster headache patients reported thoughts of self-harm during bouts; the number dropped to four percent when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, 74, a chronic patient from Wales, isn't surprised. Her episodes began when she was two. “I would throw myself on the ground and hit my head. That was attributed to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through her youth. Drinking in her adolescence, similar to several triggers, made things worse. After drinking sherry at her graduation party, she recalls barely being able to see on the bus home.
Her relatives often interpreted her episodes as drunken behavior. Support finally came from her parent and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after relocating, but often concealed her condition. She was fired from one job, partly due to time off during attacks. Her breakthrough identification came in 2002 at a national neurology center.
Nevertheless, the failure to organize daily activities around unpredictable pain took its effect. She especially disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her children during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the small liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented across history. “The earliest description of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write experts in a book on the subject. They linked the ailment to an evil entity who attacked his victims' heads.
Ancient healing records propose unusual treatments for what modern observers would describe as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, migraine was recognised as a distinct condition, with therapies ranging from bloodletting to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a European doctor who provided the first comprehensive description of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache happening and vanishing daily at specific hours”.
The disorder were only officially classified by global headache committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a major artery that delivers blood to the brain. Prominent experts in diagnosing the condition explain this.
In 1998, researchers published the results of a research project for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and monitored the episodes in a brain scanner. The data, featured in a major medical publication, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they felt better.
Despite such advances, identification remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks began in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he had multiple operations before eventually being diagnosed in recently, after a doctor looked up his symptoms.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosing and treatment happen because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're tired and low, but not in severe pain,” one says. He works by eliminating other primary headache disorders, such as tension-type headache, before confirming cluster headaches. A detailed history is essential: on which part of the head do signs appear? For how much time? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Specific characteristics such as tearing, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to specialist centers. But many first arrive to emergency rooms or are given inadequate treatments.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for the majority of her life, although she has been free from an attack since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars pulled because dentists misunderstood her pain. She believes dentists still need greater awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a support line during an attack in 2021; a reassuring advisor guided them through oxygen therapy and medication until the attack passed.
Official guidance on management recommend that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a specific medication administered by nasal spray. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive options include verapamil, which apparently helps manage the bouts of well-known individuals.
But leading neurologists argue the guidance need updating to reflect a more defined treatment process and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, timing is everything: “The length of the cycle dictates the treatment.” Brief cycles with infrequent attacks are handled with abortive treatment alone. Longer or more severe periods require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an injection into the area of the head where the discomfort is that decreases nerve activity.
The national guidance need updating to reflect a